Jesus Cross, My Cross

Then said Jesus unto his disciples, If any man will come after me, let him deny himself, and take up his cross, and follow me. For whosoever will save his life shall lose it: and whosoever will lose his life for my sake shall find it (Matthew 16).

Just hours after my friend Shahbaz Bhatti was killed for his faith in Pakistan, the video that he made three months earlier was broadcast on BBC and other internet news sources. Knowing that his videotaped words would be broadcast in the event of his death, Shahbaz did not speak as a political figure, but as a Christian. Shahbaz said, “I know the meaning of (the) cross.”Salvation

When I met Shahbaz, he had a formed a group within his nation called All Pakistan Minorities Alliance.  When Shahbaz was asked to meet with government dignitaries in the United States, I arranged media interviews for him in between his meetings in Washington, DC, and the United Nations in New York City. At that time that he told me that he was still looking behind his back while in the United States.  It had become his habit to always watch out for attacks from the Taliban.

natasha  Razia with ShahbazIn 2003, orphans from the Afghanistan war wandered across the borders into Pakistan.  Shahbaz established shelters for the children.  He also organized underground hiding places for families of young girls who were raped or attacked by Muslim extremists (including the two girls pictured here). Shahbaz defended many of these girls in courts that promoted Sharia Law, which regards women of any age as less than human and certainly less than a man.   

One day as I set up interviews for him, I said, “Shahbaz, I’ve been praying for you. I know you don’t want to run for a government office, but I believe you will be in a government office one day.”

Shahbaz smiled and politely declined. “No, that’s not for me, Sister Hope.  I am going to help religious minorities in Pakistan and provide for them.  I do not want to be politically involved.”

In 2008, Shahbaz did run for office and was elected into a new position, the first Federal Minister for Minorities Affairs.  Shahbaz stated that he wanted to send a message of hope for the oppressed, down-trodden and marginalized of Pakistan. He maintained his position from November 2008 until his assassination on March 2, 2011.

It is reported that Shahbaz was martyred because of his bold support of Asia Bibi, a

Pakistani woman and mother of five children who was sentenced to death for blasphemy on the basis of false accusations. (Please click the link on the picture/caption to the right to read today’s update on Asia Bibi).

But Asia is one of many people he carried–as Jesus carried the cross. 

What IS the meaning of the cross?  I asked the Holy Spirit one evening, “What does that really mean?  Take up your cross and follow Me?”

Our wonderful friend and teacher, Holy Spirit, clearly said to me:

  1. It means you carry a burden you’d rather not carry.
  2. And you go to a place you’d rather not go.

The Gospels record the struggle Jesus had in prayer in the Garden of Gethsemane before he carried his cross.  He was about to carry a burden he’d rather not carry–our sin and pain.  He was about to go to a place he’d rather not go–Calvary and separation from His Father.

JESUS DIDN’T WANT TO GO THROUGH WITH IT.  He plainly asked if this cup could possibly be taken away from Him.  In the end, his dilemma was so intense that he sweated when he prayed.  I mean, when is the last time I sweated when I prayed?  (Okay, maybe when my prayer room was too warm!)

 Shahbaz did want to help the people of Pakistan, but he did NOT WANT TO GO THROUGH WITH A POLITICAL OFFICE.  He sacrificed what he wanted. 

  1. He carried a burden he’d rather not carry.
  2. He went to a place (government office) that he’d rather not go.

In the end, like his Savior, Shahbaz was martyred.  Why?  Love.  Love for God, love for people.

You can see on his face the exhaustion of dealing with continual threats. Listen to Shahbaz (a 90 second video in English) talk about the death threats he received and his purpose for living:

I am told that Shahbaz’s Bible was placed in San Bartolomeo all’Isola as a relic of a 21st century martyr. Jesus’ cross, my cross. More than 20,000 people attended his funeral.

About Lift the Cross of Jesus!

My day job is writing--I'm an author and publisher of a number of books. More on that later. But there is nothing of greater importance to me than the early morning hours I spend with the Creator of the Universe. Although He knows everything there is to know, His greatest delight isn't to give us knowledge, but to give us love. My highest joy is to watch the sun rise with notebook in hand and write the words he speaks to my heart. I want to share some of those words with you here . . . words on the cross.
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